alright! im back to blog again..
blogger has been down for so long that's why i couldnt blog

well.. i just turned 19 2 weeks ago..
and it was a BITTER SWEET BIRTHDAY this year!
who would have expected it to be bitter?
but nevertheless, it was still a sweet birthday lah!
what an irony!

thanks for all the sweet smses, friendster testimonials and birthday calls!
all these small gestures really made my day and i really appreciate the effort! =D
well.. didnt received much gifts though but im still contented
coz all the gifts that i received is love offerings!
just right after A&B, God is just so amazing!
i was really broke after giving my ALL to BF.
and what made it worst was, i lost my tuition job(and of all things, this must happened)!
this is just so bad!
not only that,
something happened the day before and it really made me quite upset
i was thinking to myself, what a "great" birthday i'll have!

but God is still good! i received quite a lot during my birthday
so not only did i fulfilled my BF, i also managed to pay for my own policy!!!
praise God!
there were times when i dont have enough, but there wasn't a time i was in lack!

didnt do much on my birthday
had dinner with my family at Jack's place
the lobster soup there is superb!
missed out spiderman 3 with sharon and the rest coz couldnt make it

though it was just a simple birthday
i was really touched to see the hands of God moving!

common test/project deadlines are all drawing near
and EMERGE 2007 is also happening in 2 weeks time!
after that week there's CG chalet
and it'll probably be the last CG chalet we will have together as N112 and N341
i really cant describe what im feeling now
im tearing even as im typing this entry

that day when wenhui told us whats going to happen
i was totally lost for words
while doing some admin stuff for her i was almost close to tears
i tried to be strong and hold back my tears
but as we left expo that day
i really couldnt control anymore
tears started to flow down while going home
usually we'll talk alot in the car when going home
but that journey home was especially quiet

as i was listening to the CG sermon just now
tears just automatically flow down
anw let's think positive
it could be a good thing for me and the CG
but if it's really gonna be us
it's really hard to let go, maybe at least for me
but i believe it's all in God's hands
i just got to believe God for the best.
whatever it may be
i know and i know God is still good!