WILLINGNESS IS ONE THING, TAKING INITIATIVE IS ANOTHER.
you can be willing to do whatever you're told to do, but why not take the first step to ask what do you have, need or can help to do?

i think it's a revelation to me after i typed out a whole chunk of my own personal feelings in my multiply. but i somehow lost the whole post and i remembered i did save and publish it. oh well. i guess God just wants me to forget about it and just remember this.

at least im feeling ten thousand times better!