EXAM IS FINALLY OVER!
seriously, i can't wait for this day to come.
and now it's finally over, it feels kind of a little weird.

somehow, i just feel everything is so far away from me now.
it seems so far that i can't even see or feel it anymore.
maybe it's me who drew myself away.

the past one week was quite stressed.
have never felt so stressed up before.
and maybe that causes me to be not able to sleep well.
i had a terrible headache for the past 3 days.
and everytime when im studying and memorizing,
im so afraid that the headache will come back and cause me to not be able to remember my points.
not as if the headache was not enough, my shoulders and neck started to ache and i had to wake up in the middle of the night to massage it with my favourite medicated oil.
and i think today i was really super anxious that i actually got the timing mixed up which cause me to reach school an hour earlier.
but all in all, the papers were quite alright and manageable.
Thank God!
i believe He saw me through this period of time.

oh man. i feel that "the season" is coming.
it's a feeling that i really dont like coz i dont feel good.
i dont know why, but i can just sense that it's coming.
the period of going through "dry bones and dark valley" is coming back.
in fact, i think it's here alrdy.
it's another character moulding period i guess.
and i know this is something i can't avoid.
the only way to overcome it is really through prayer and fasting.
if God brings me to it, He will bring me through it!

i believe i will come out of it even stronger than before!