been really busy the past few days
and i think it's gonna be like that until the final exam comes.
projects projects and projects
up to date,
only 1/4 of my projects is done.
still got 3 more projects to go.
and i think there's still another one coming up which makes it a total of 4 more projects to go.
and there's only 4.5 more weeks to the end of the semester.
gonna chiong for projects like nobody's business again.
and exam is going to happen straight after chinese new year.
and attachment is going to start straight after exams.
what a great start for the new year!

anw. pastor preached a very good word yesterday.
he preached about the power of focused concentration.
and this year, i think i need to be more focus.
i've been rather distracted most of the time last year.
getting distracted in the things i shouldnt be distracted in.
and also, i think i need to be more discipline.
alright! stay FOCUS!
and side track a bit,
my next fav song is Beautiful Saviour..
Nice song!

im feeling a little "fan nao" now..
so many things happening and so many things i need to settle.
with so many things on my mind,
i wonder how can i stay focus.
most of the time in the morning when i wake up,
or sometimes i'll suddenly wake up when im sleeping,
and the first thing that comes to my mind is:
have i finish doing what am i supposed to do?
or what is my plan for today(i hate to waste time by staying at home doing nothing)?
or i'll be reminded that i've still got things not done yet,
or i'll be thinking about my whole day's schedule,
or thinking of plans(if there's a need to),
etc...
and i super dislike this kind of feeling.
coz it feels like it takes away 40% of my brain cells organising everything.
but still, planning needs to be done.
IF YOU FAIL TO PLAN, YOU PLAN TO FAIL.
so sometimes,
before i go to sleep, i'll write it down or type it down on my phone the things i need to do,
in case i forget when i wake up..

the thought of going to school,
and project datelines to meet is enough to kill.
on the other hand, i cant wait for these 4.5 weeks to end quickly..
and then it's CNY!!
i hope i receive lotsa $$$$$$
but also quite sian, coz exam is straight after CNY,
which means cant enjoy CNY in peace.

whatever it is,
i hope i can go through this period victoriously!

pls keep me in your prayers. thanks!