i really dont know what to say here
EASTER is coming!
got to get down to work alrdy!
Above all that song is ringing in my head

crucified
laid behind the stones
You lived to die
rejected and alone
like the rose, trample on the ground
You took the fall, and thought of me
above all

and finally! after thinking and thinking and thinking for so long...
even trying to recall before we went to bed that very night
sharon and i finally remembered the song that we were singing on the train a few days later!
during churchwide prayer meeting i think.
we just couldnt remember the song on the day itself
we tried to sing all the songs that we could remember but was in vain
so we weren't satisfied
i need to know what was the song that we sang before i can sleep in peace
and i prayed and asked God
and He answered my prayer a few days later!
awesome!

You mean everything to me
You're all this world will never be
Your name reigns in my heart
You're all that i depend on

so we were trying to harmonized this song!
we were so super duper happy when we knew it was this song
right sharon?
i really enjoy singing with her!
coz we know how to sing in parts

just when i start to think that things are going on fine
everything starts to change and become not so good
i guess God is trying to tell me that
every time when i think that i've reached alrdy
im still not there yet and i've still got a long way to go!
it has always been like that

sometimes i really dont understand why certain things are like that
i know i dont have to know how God works all the time
as long as i know, at the end of the day im doing something worth doing for!
God's way doesn't have any equations or any formulaes
He always works in ways we cannot see
and He will MAKE a way for us!
though sometimes God make us go through ways that seem so difficult to overcome
sometimes it may seem so impossible to become possible
but my God is a God of the impossible!

if not, why is God God?
have u ever wondered?

i hope tmr will be a better day.