went for prayer meeting yst
it was good!
i wanted to head home when i reached jurongwest church
coz i was having a bad headache
i was about to leave and i felt that i should just go for it
since im alrdy there why not just go down and get touch by the presence of God
and true enough! yst's prayer meeting was one of the best that i've ever attended
i was ministered!
i think the members in the cg should come and experience the touch of God themselves
my sis and i were just talking about how excited and hungry we were in the past to go for prayer meetings, churchwide biblestudy, conferences even going for cgm and service!
i will never miss it unless i've got really really strong PO
but most of the time i'll just go ahead
there are times when it's our dry season, when we do not feel like doing anything
that's the time when we got to pick ourselves up and move on
that's the time when we got to get ourselves refreshed

sometimes we want so much of God, so much of His presence but we ourselves we don't do our part
not committed to cg, not committed to svc, not committed to bs, not committed to qt
what has happened?
and some people can actually tell me they dont have the time
is it really time or just themselves trying to find excuses?
God gave everyone a fair share of time
it's only how we manage it
i believe if they really want it then they'll find time to make it happen
nobody said that it'll be easy
nobody said that it'll not be tiring
of course there's a price to pay
are they willing to pay the price?

everytime when we sing the song
"take all of me, i give You my all for all of You"
do we really mean what we say?
God wants people who are truly after Him
it's not about numbers
so what if we have the quantity but no quality?
at the end of the day
we just got to ask ourselves
are we willing to pay the price to seek the kingdom of God?