today's svc was fabulous!
the word was good
pastor preached about PRESSING ON TO MY VISION
"a man without a vision is a man without a future"
isnt it true?
many times i didnt hold on to my vision
coz i never press on to it
and without a vision
my life is aimless
no vision.
no goals.

the presence of God was so strong today
ive never teared so much like today for a very very long time
i felt God was speaking to me
there are times i'll grow weary and i'll feel like giving up
for many reasons
but im really glad i didnt
i hang on
coz i know if i ever lose it
i might lose it forever
and i'll never get it back again

it's always never easy to follow Christ
life wont always be the way we want it to be
challenges after challenges
testings after testings
going through all these is never easy
it's always tough
i know it's a period of moulding
i realised making mistakes help to mould my character too
it's only when my weakness is shown
only then i know where im weak in
and where ive gone wrong
avoiding is not and never the solution
at the end of the day
we still got to face it
so why not face it now?

today
as we sang take all of me
i remembered
i told God to take all of me in exchange for all of Him
sometimes i just feel ive let Him down in many areas
many things i didnt do up to expectation
many things i never make it happen
and i realised God always gives me grace
and i thank God for that!

in my life
there are so many things
that needs a change that only Your love can bring
and i need to be transformed into Your likeness oh Lord
change this heart inside of me