oh yeahx.. tmr it's Good Friday.. haix.. and.. im not in the correct mood now.. bleahx.. feeling so -_-... everything seems to be going against me.. i dunnoe y.. in school.. my results.. at home.. my parents.. sianx.. onli in God.. wil then find peace.. that's true. haix.. feeling so down now.. i dunnoe y oso.. depression again.. and u noe how's depression like?? haix.. anw.. i still thank God for sending His one and only Son to die on the cross for my sins.. whenever i think bout Jesus dying on the cross.. i feel that it should have been me instead of Him.. He's so obedient and so faithful..so sinless... and yet. He still have to take over our place..and redeemed us from our sins.. some still take advantages of Him.. it's so painful you know.. to get your hands nailed on the cross.. and.. inclusive of whipping and leshing.. but Jesus don't deserve that.. after watching jux 1/4 part of the passion.. havent even reach to the part where He was crucified.. i felt so much for Him.. being rejected.. being mocked at.. do you like it?? no right.. but Jesus came.. to cover up our sins for us.. came to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.. and yet.. some pple still take it for granted..
hmmx.. anw.. jux tok to knagwei on the phone.. felt so much better! chapel service was great.. super duper good.. could realli feel God's presence..well... yeahx.. dat's what i feel.. anw.. timetable was changed againx... sianx.. and now.. PE is on tuesday before recess.. arghx.. oh well.. i gotta go now... and.. i found this song very meaningful when we sang it during chapel service...love it.. esp the chorus..

Above all power
Above all kings
Above all nature and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms
Above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Anove all wealth and treasures of the earth
There's no way to measure what you're worth

[chorus]
Crucified
Laid behind the stone
You lived to die
Rejected and alone
Like a rose
Trample on the ground
You took the fall
And thought of me
Above all